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cchms
np!
sunrise and sunsets!
being alone
the night sky
the smell of kiwi and chlorine
sumone
你不是真正的快乐
人群中 哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了 你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳
这世界 笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
于是你 含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂 关在永远 锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的 抱着遗憾 一直到老了 然后才后悔着
你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活着
sighhh... guess it's totally like me. thankya for sending me tis song. sorta trying to slap myself to wake up now and like.. rahhh.. frustrated.. i am. my mum's insane. together sending me going mad with her. what a nice torture.. at home. im treated like nothing. like no one. no one. maybe more like a slave. really. then skool work. then np.. cant exactly take it anymore. but i'll take it. no matter what comes on. because of someone.thank you. i meant that. you gave me the courage. to at least think of how to face those things. and make me feel like livin on and staying alive. sighhh.. but it hurts, really. the nicer the memories. the worse i feel. sigh.. nvm. crapping. anyway. over hyper-ing means tt im going to become damn damn emo soon. so.. 做好心理准备。。kaes. dun wanna type on. buhbye.
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