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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

it sucks. life kinda sucks in a way or another. hey. dont bother about me. im confused. with my life upside down and everything happening so fast just like the milky way spinning at 600 000miles per hour if i didnt remeber wrongly. i hate this. everything new. and with my dad trying to get it into my head that im most likely anemic all that stuff it's like some fucking machine shooting out bullets at me. each event hitting me with such a big impact. maybe i dont like school to reopen after all.. but yea. everything has to happen. i mean. i cant avoid the damn fact that i have to go to school..
最近无缘无故很想撞墙。墙就有那么好撞吗？我为什么会变成这个样子？看起来就好像那么的虚弱，那么的。。。算了。。。好无聊哦。。。 几乎每隔几天就伤风，可以说是几乎每天吧。。好可怜。。。吞伤风药吞得不耐烦了。。若是在以前的情况下，我早就疯掉了。。可是现在，疯掉这两个字我可不会轻易说出口。也不会像以前那样那么容易疯掉。算了。。我就是这个样子。想不相信由你。不想长大。。不想了解事情，不想面对事实，不想这么快就得面对社会，不想这些有限的日子那么快结束。好怀念童年的时光，管它只是些悲伤的回忆，但比起现在，这疯狂的我，是多么的好。至少不用担心这么多的问题。至少还可以以我还小的理由逃过某些事情。但现在，这一切已经结束了，是历史了。长大了。我真得很后悔当初想快点长大。我看我没有一次不是应为我没头没脑的举动而感到后悔的。好愚蠢。好笨。好傻。
这就是我。又愚蠢又笨又傻。

withering;
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